like what I perceived， the understanding towards words is much ahead of the cause and consequences. When I
started to do research in myth-scientological combination with ontology towards demonology，abrahamic religuous epistymology with latin maxim insight towards time and space.
with time and space with different reign and coding of tricks and wisdom of mind， plus my dedicated prayer towards divne resource， suddenly i observed my past ， current and future in a sort of divne level recognition， as well as combing sort of reconcilation and eternal changes in every seconds by observation between energy field of projected events， person and its influence under the prayer， or its manipulation under ones triggering magic， or how it brings integritive insight in intelligence， forming a sustainble understanding in such transitions. so under those changes I started to get some vision suddenly：
everything is recorded to be happen， what is to change is not the past but your relationship with creator， in which you would experince the judgement of the past by shame， guilt， salvation and reconcilation.
then what is certain to be happened is in the past as well as in the future， then past was with judgement and the future leads your current preference. it is actually the past and the future formd the current moment， and every current moment is on creativity to change， reflect， salvation and reconcil all happened in the past and which formed by what would be happened by facts.
life has been aranged by its consequence and occurences for such happening， but what is infinite would be the changing relationship between one and his awareness towards creator which would trwnscendence all the judgement from the past (human ethics， divine law， other or self projections) and mutable to the change and gain more submission and acceptance (future happenings)
hence by this consciousness， every one is refreshing their relationship with creator by such creativity through consciousness and understanding.
it seems that life has been pre-recorded and aranged， but its internal fabrication is infinitely re-creative.
hence every moment you are creating something new inner fabrication with creator with free will， which has been reflected with either facts (hapoening and being) and divine submission (the manner of will that creates such fabrication in a most efficient way)
thus our life might be with patterns， but which would be never boring since its inner fabrication is infinite.
this amazing sensation is hard to expreass， that since every moment is for creativity and it changes all by your relationship with creator.